Monday, 26 August 2013

SPM Trails

10 subjects

1.  Bahasa Malaysia
2.  Bahasa Inggeris
3.  Bahasa Cina
4.  Chemistry
5.  Biology
6.  Physics
7.  Mathematics
8.  Additional Maths
9.  Pendidikan Moral
10.Sejarah

SPM Trials is this Friday and the first subject happen to be P.Moral. I have to make space for storing 36 nilais into my brain and brush aside Malaysian History and the three science subjects.

Apparently, my brain won't cooperate with me.

I know, I know. I am currently preoccupied with the K-L YES scholarship which provides a totally FREE SIX MONTHS SCHOLARSHIP TO AMERICA! I actually got the scholarship and whenever I pick up a book, the excited thoughts of the scholarship will overwhelm me.

First is a whole week of insommia. Then is a week of over-excitedness. Now is sleeping-spell.

Gosh.............my grades!

And then, my sister is going to Taiwan for 4 YEARS to study.

Who's going to help me with the housework during my SPM?

The last year in high school is proving to be a pain in the ass, especially for the last four months where it's 100% studying and no play.

I study listening to Huayue. And everytime I listen to it, my heart aches.

I miss my Huayue. I miss my Dizi. I miss everyone in the band.

But with trails, I have to sacrifice everything I love.

Including SLEEP.

I'm aiming for 9A+ but that seems like a far far away dream.

This should be my first and last blog post until SPM is over.

Goodbye internet and Facebook. :(

And Hi to SPM.